It’s easy to write off design or any other subjects related to the arts as simple and undemanding, but it’s just as challenging and gruelling as any other studies. Design is technical, deep, and has just as likely to make you pull your hair out. This is my personal experience with how I discovered design and the journey to making it my passion.
In high school, I always had it in the back of my mind that I had a calling to study film production. I made a number of short films with my peers (granted they weren’t very good and save your soul by not googling them), and I enjoyed the process very much. I instead chose to take A Levels when the time came, because I was afraid to chase my dreams, and the decision was a terrible one. I transitioned from a straight A’s student to straight D’s, needless to say the time there was a disappointing one.
Fast forward to 2013, and I was deciding what my next steps for uni were going to be. At this point I was feeling so lost, getting bad results really hurt my ego and morale. In the spur of the moment, I applied to the Psychology degree programme in Inti University but was rejected because of my A Level results. Taking it as a sign that it was time to try something different (or at least closer to my dreams), I enrolled for a Communications degree course in Sunway University and finally got accepted.
Among all the subjects in my first year, one stood out above the rest: Graphic Communication. I forced myself to learn Illustrator and refresh my Photoshop skills, way more that what felt was being thought in class. The process of design, the trill of creating something from nothing, being able to communicate messages to people just by them looking at my work was addictive on it’s own. I felt like I found a new superpower, a new tool that I could use to change my world.
While in my first year, I also had the chance to revisit video production, my old flame. I still enjoyed it very much, working in a crew of friends and presenting that final product. But something felt different, because I found something that excited me more. I chose Advertising Design as my major for the rest of my degree course, and I never looked back.
The subjects that came after were much more difficult, and the design process for assignments were becoming more complex. I did a lot of extra reading, educating myself on design principles and styles. Most classes lacked the content and direction needed for me to become a good designer by my own standards, and I had to get ahead of the crowd. I had my fair share of frustrations and failures, but in my heart I knew it would all be worth the obstacles I faced. After graduating with much better grades than A Levels, I knew that this was the passion I was looking for.
I’m gonna tell you right now, this article isn’t really about graphic design. It’s about how I found something I love doing, how it’s been my anchor, and how it’s become more than just a career. The passion that finds you could be music, art, dance, business, cooking, but the steps are the same. You might be in the position right now where you’re feeling lost and off-track like I was after A Levels, pining after what I though would make me happier. In the confusion, what I was looking for all along found me instead.
Take risks, move forward, keep looking, and don’t be afraid of the new. Your passion will find you.
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